Hi,
I don’t love you. Not only do I avoid using that word as much as possible, I know I don’t have those feelings for you. I say it because you do; I say it because I want to hear you say it to me. It’s nice to be told that and I just figure I should probably reciprocate the message. But it’s all lies, and I’m sorry. I’m sorry about how selfish I am and that I have and continue to use you. I’m sorry that I’ve been lying to you for this long about my feelings and I’m sorry I don’t know how to tell you to your face. Maybe someday, but until then, here’s my letter of apology…
Me
Dear Readers
I thought everyone should know that “Unwritten Letters Project” was featured in The National Chengchi University is in Taipei, the capital city of Taiwan’s newspaper and online edition here
Also, Yahoo News-Taiwan picked up the article and featured it on their News site as well! here
This is very exciting and I wanted the readers to be aware of this. Thank you.
- Editor
Dear Bels.,
I know that it’s been hard on us, and you have no idea how much I love you. I’m glad this is anonymous bc I’m gonna sound crazy to a lot of ppl. You asked me last night why I’ve been leaving at night for hours on end. You don’t know where I’ve been going……..I leave your house in a town I don’t know and u wonder where I am……..I’m surprised you haven’t figured it out yet. You know something’s there, so you asked…..Well, I claimed it was because I’ve been having that dream again so I’m afraid to sleep. the truth is that I’ve been leaving and phasing to get over some stress. We just got engaged, and I want to tell you of the curse I carry so badly but then it frustrates me. You ask why I’m frustrated and I tell you it’s nothing. So we both get upset…….what does that lead to….I say something stupid to offend you …
I know it’s been very stupid and that I should have easily told you but the more I try to tell you that I’m a wolf the more I feel I push you away. My strength is to great andIi hurt you when I try to talk to you……… I want you to know I never mean to hurt you. I forget what I am sometimes. I love you and I’m sorry…..I will fix myself before we are married, I SWEAR it won’t happen again. And I would freely take advice on how to control it. bc right now I’m lost hun. I need you and I want you to always know that.
Sincerely
Your Edward who turned out to be a wolf…..
dear all that are sad,
things will get better.
Dear Exes and People I Almost Dates,
What is so unappealing about me? Not one of you have ever given me a good reason for ending things. I’m fed up. After ending things with me, every single one of you got a girlfriend in a different state within a month of dumping me. Was I really so bad that you had to find someone else hundreds of miles away? I wish you’d just been upfront with me. Told me you’re not attracted to me, or that I’m too needy, or some concrete reason why things didn’t work out. None of the bullshit I was fed. I’m not angry at you, I’m just angry at the way you ended things with me. So, in the future, please just be honest with the other women you leave. Have a little more respect for them. Be more upfront. It’s the right thing to do, it’ll offer a lot more closure, I promise.
Sincerely, Not Angry, Just Fed Up
Dear Cigarettes,
I hate you. I love you. I need you. You’re killing me.
I traded over-eating for smoking about 2 years ago. I was addicted almost immediately. What’s not to love? Suddenly I was shedding pounds like a shitzu sheds fur. Every time I walked away from the vending machine, you were there. I would press you to lips, and the anxiety was gone. I didn’t NEED food, I was more than satisfied with you.
You traitor.
What have you truly done for me?
I’ve spent thousands of dollars on you.
I ignored the warnings…
emphysema, yellowing teeth, wrinkles, shortened life span, my breath smells, my clothes smell, my car even.
You’ve come between me and my family. I can’t keep justifying to them WHY I NEED YOU.
They believe I can leave you.
But they never tried to turn their back on a friend. And without a doubt you are my best friend and worst enemy all at once.
I can’t escape you. You know I’ve tried.
Your everywhere, you stalk me on the sidewalk.
I smell you all around me.
Even after throwing out all the ashtrays and hiding all the lighters, your ashes remained.
I feared walking into a store because I knew you’d be there, calling to me from behind the counter like a long-lost friend.
I gave in. I always do.
As much as I hate you, I need you.
I have tried, and much to my disappointment I cannot feel NORMAL without you. I can’t *feel much at all without you. I celebrate with you, I cry with you, I walk with you, talk with you, drive with you, you’re my outlet for every kind of emotion. When I’m bored, your always there. When I can’t sleep, you are within arms reach. You suppress my hunger, relieve my anxiety, promote conversations with strangers.
Without you I’m barely me. It scares me how quickly you’ve taken over. I despise you for that.
For inching your way into every thing I am and feel,
for making it so impossible to be me…without you.
For now, I’ll submit to this addiction.
Be warned Cigarettes, when I’m ready…
I will succeed in destroying you.
Chantix helped me once, and if it wasn’t for my irrational mood swings~it would’ve worked forever.
The next round, I win. Whatever it takes.
Buy Today!!
Wondering when and where the book would be available?? Well fret no longer. The “Unwritten Letters Project” book has officially been released for the public to purchase. The book is only available online through my publisher’s website as of now: http://leclerebooks.com/
It will be available through Amazon, Borders and Barnes & Noble in a few weeks time, but don’t wait. Buy it now at http://leclerebooks.com/ to reserve yours and have it shipped to you directly before the Holidays.
Perfect as a Christmas/Holiday gift for any age. The letters are submitted by people of all ages and is suitable for children.
Stay tuned for some exciting new prospects the “Unwritten Letters Project” publicity and promotion team is working on. Also, stay connected with ULP and join us on Twitter @unwrittenletter . We are also on Facebook. Look for the group and the fan page.
A copycat website has been made as of a few days ago, but let’s show our ULP pride and show them that we won’t be threatened!
I hope you all love the book and any feedback is welcome. Look for the Blog Book Tour at the beginning of next year and appearances at Universities near YOU. Go to our media tab at the top to find out how to request an appearance/book signing at your school. Thank you.
Editor
Dear Dad,
I love you. I wish you could realize that’s why I am doing this. It’s not because I hate you, or think you were a failure at being a dad, it is simply because I love you enough to tell you that you have a disease. All these years I have given you chance after chance, and I always believed your lies. Not this time. I gave you one last chance, and made it completely clear, but you still lied and broke your promise. So I’m sticking with my threat this time. I don’t know how I am going to do it, but I am going to.
I love you, and only by God’s grace can I do that. I want you to know Jesus so bad. He is the only one that has kept me sane through all these years of your struggle. Jesus wants a relationship with you more than anything. I don’t understand why you prefer a relationship with a bottle more than you prefer a relationship with him. I am sorry to leave you all alone, but it’s the only thing I can do. Maybe you will find Jesus in your brokenness(He is waiting for you).
I am moving out. And I know that you think that I am doing it because I hate you and hate all the things you’ve ever done to me, but it is just the opposite. I am doing it because I love you so much, and already forgive you for everything you’ve done. Please just learn to forgive yourself.
I love you.
Get well soon.
Love,
Your daughter.
Dear you,
I have been in love with you since September 29, 2009. You started using me then, I have let you ever since. I will always be here when you finally realize I am the one who loves you best and the one you were meant to love. So, bye for now. Call me someday.
Love, Me
Dear Men of the World,
I am beautiful. I am smart. I am a good woman. I wish you could see past your shallow, superficial selves to realize that I can love you better.
Love,
A Big, Beautiful Woman.
