Dear God
I feel so confused and scared. These last few weeks have pushed me farther and farther away from you. You know what happened so the need I feel to recap is pointless. I have these reoccurring thoughts that won’t go away. They keep telling me, “you’ve gone too far April. God won’t hear you” or “you keep doing the wrong thing. What makes you worthy of God’s grace or mercy?” I’m having trouble believing…but you know that I want to believe. I need your grace right now in my life because your grace is enough for me. I need you to wrap your loving arms around me and hold me tight. Let me know it’s okay to mess up because I am human but also know that I have to repent and ask forgiveness for the mistakes I make. You are amazing God, and I love you so much!
Love Your Child.
There is nothing you can do that will make God not love you. He loves you NO MATTER what you do. You’ve always got him on your side.