Dear World
1 Feb
I thought I was feeling better. The medicine is working, and my boy is perfect. So why do I feel like this? Not happy. Not sad. Not angry. Just … numb. I never really understood what people meant when they said they wished they could feel something. I mean why would you want hurt and sadness and all that other junk? Well I guess it’s because those emotions are better than feeling as if you’re not living at all. Whats the point?
-emotionless.
I take medicine for my bipolar disorder and yes, it makes functioning day to day easier but the trade off is no emotions. It’s a terrible choice sanity or humanity.
I know that feeling. My anti-depressants did the same. It wore off after a month or so though, if it’s just anits you’re on, there may still be hope
hug some one