Dear Ohio, if you’re reading this…

25 Jan

Dear Ohio,

I still miss you. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you. I wonder how you’ve been. I know that you have a baby now and you’re probably happy, but that doesn’t change how I feel about you. I’ve tried looking looking for you on the internet, but all of the searching has failed. Yesterday I thought about you and cried, it’s nothing new. And if somehow you’re reading this, which you probably never will. Know that you were the first person I ever loved and I would love to hear from you again.

Love always,

West Virginia

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Dear Rebecca, I shall hold you in my heart…

23 Jan

Rebecca,

It’s going to be hard, days at a time when we can’t speak, times we both could do without the jealousy and heartache. But when the day comes, we shall be happy together. I can’t wait to hold you in my arms again, to feel you, your warm skin, your soft lips, your smell, your presence in my life. I can’t wait to look into your eyes and see your soul once more. Until that day comes, I shall hold you in my heart and wait, for you are my love, you complete me…entire.

I will always love you,

Joseph

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Dear You, why do you have to be a guy?

22 Jan

Dear You,

Most of all, I’m sorry that you’ve put your trust into me. The trust that you put amidst that night we just spent drinking and telling each other’s secrets. The trust you gave during those conversations when you didn’t have anyone else to talk to. The trust that made me fall for you. And I have no idea why it did, and why I did. I’ve loved her, and I’ve loved another her. But why do I love you? Why do you have to be a guy?

From,

Me

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Dear God, please take my husband…

21 Jan

Dear God,

Please take my husband.  He hasn’t changed.  He is still drinking.  He is still hurting me.  Please intervene.  Please help me because I can’t make this better, and I’m not strong enough to getaway.

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Dear Ex-Boyfriend’s Little Sister

21 Jan

Dear the ex boyfriend’s little sister,

Do you enjoy verbally abusing me?

Do you enjoy being three years younger than me and yet shouting silly comments at me that shouldn’t get to me but do?

Do you enjoy being thirteen and losing your virginity?

Do you enjoy calling me a ‘slag’?

Do you enjoy being caught by the police?

Do you enjoy smoking?

Do you enjoy hanging with the ones who will have children before they’re my age?

Do you enjoy waiting outside my house for me to come home?

Do you enjoy hanging with all the ‘rough’ kids that are well known by the police and teachers within your school?

Do you enjoy bullying a sixth form student?

Do you enjoy the pain you cause me?

Do you enjoy bonding with your brother by bitching about me?

Do you enjoy making me cry?

Do you enjoy seeing my cuts and scars?

Do you enjoy watching me come out of counsiling?

Do you enjoy knowing your brother is cheating on more girls now I am gone?

Do you enjoy watching me get into my soon-to-be boyfriends car?

Do you enjoy watching me become a stronger person?

Do you enjoy getting taken away by the cops?

Do you enjoy building a stronger relationship with my parents as your own falls apart?

Do you enjoy every teacher in school knowing what you’re doing?

Do you enjoy being kicked out your own house because they can’t cope with you?

Do you enjoy being you? Yeah? Lets see how much you regret it when you end up like your brother. Cheating in every relationship you get into. If you think that’s a way to live, Darling then you have no idea.

 

I asked for help.

I’m getting help.

And I’m outta here.

The ex girlfriend.

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Dear Bullied Kid, you can get through this..

19 Jan

Dear bullied kid,

Being bullied for 4 years (all three years of middle school and my freshmen year in high school) I remember being called ugly, fat etc. It reallly hurt.  It got to a point where I was admitted into a hospital. Those words really hurt me, and now everyone is trying to justify bullying in my area by saying, “Oh, he’s just insecure or oh, she’s just weird,” but really words hurt, and they kill. Depression sucked for me; I’m glad I’m almost out of that hard time in my life, but I still get flashbacks. You can get through this. When I was called ugly I believed them. The funny thing is that I’m a model now and am confident in myself. With a psychologist and loving friends I got through this hard time.

Sincerely Allie

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Dear All of You, I’m taking the easy way out…

18 Jan

Dear all of you,

I’m a selfish coward.

I’m taking the easy way out, and I can’t imagine how much it will hurt you.  I don’t deserve to live, and I can’t live this way anyway.  It’s all over now.

I love you, and I’m sorry.  There’s nothing you could have done.  I hope you’ll understand.

Please do two last things for me.

Forgive me.

And remember me.

All my love.

 

If any readers are feeling hopeless, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK. There is always hope for a better tomorrow.

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Dear Boy, why aren’t you trying…

17 Jan

Dear Boy,

Every day I see you for four hours, but we only spend about 10 of those minutes interacting directly. I know we would both like that number to increase, and I am doing my part, so why aren’t you trying? I really would love to spend hours and hours just talking to you, so give me some sort of sign that you enjoy my company. You and I are perfect for each other. You know that.

Love,

Girl

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Dear Jason, I wish you loved me…

16 Jan

Dear Jason, I would like some closure.  In the back of my mind somewhere, you still exist and you won’t go away.  Sometimes out of no where, you enter my dreams and you smile at me and for a moment it seems real, but then I wake up.  I always wake up.  Why did you leave without saying good bye?  Was it because you really didn’t care about me?  Was it because you could tell I had fallen in love with you and you wanted no part of that?  I just want to know.  Though I wish you loved me, as much as it would hurt, I would rather know I was nothing to you, because then I could finally let go.  But then again, maybe my heart never will.  Either way, I wish I knew, that way you would just be a dream, rather than a possibility.  As always, Your “Silly” Girl

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Dear Soldier, I should have said yes..

16 Jan

Dear Soldier,

Every time “Bless the Broken Road” comes on the radio, I can only think of you. We were so young. Eigth grade is too young to know if you should spend your life with someone. I was so stupid. I had no idea what I had when I had it. Then, you’d come home on holidays. We’d see each other, and I was still so scared to let you in. You proposed in my car, said we should get married. I was 18 and still thought I was too young. Again, I was an idiot. You joined the army. You’re stationed so far away. You’re married now. I think you have a kid. The only thing I have of you is a box with paraphenalia from the 8th grade dance. I can’t find you anymore except for in that box and every time that Rascal Flatts song comes on the radio. I cling to those three minutes and wish for a miracle. I hope I get the chance to finally say yes to you one day. You were everything then that I want now. I regret my ignorance, and I’m sorry I said no. I just wish there was a way to find you again.

Forever,

Your idiot

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